The night I tried to be sexy...
April 14, 2022
Hint: It didn't go well. It crushed me.
Welcome to the Dating Kinky Podcast, A ‘cast about love, sex, romance, and kink.
I wrote this piece originally in 2016.
I'm sharing this with you, because it's come up recently, and, well, I feel like you hear a lot about where I am and my happiness and successful relationships I have...
And maybe many of you don't know what it took me to get here.
So I'll share.
Trigger warning: Extreme emotional abuse. Please protect yourself and turn this off if it harms you.
The Night I Tried To Be Sexy...
He was beautiful. Strong. Charismatic. Sexy as fuck. Had been from the moment I met him.
I was me. He'd never told me I was beautiful. It didn't matter. I never valued that part of romance anyway.
He liked my brain. He liked my athleticism. He liked my business success.
He also liked tall blondes.
I am most definitely not a tall blonde. But, I thought, I could be.
I planned it for a week. I bought the lingerie. I bought the honey powder and the makeup. I bought the fine chocolate and the single malt he enjoyed. I bought candles.
I bought the shoes with very high heels.
And I bought the long, blonde wig.
Find the full transcript for this episode here. https://datingkinky.com/blog/personal/the-night-i-tried-to-be-sexy/